Giving you the best...

I
wish that i was over you.
Stronger than the wind i inhale.
Most pale to your comparison,
in my memory..
I
Wish that at least
you were a friend to me
Now…
Some way
I want it…
I want you…
More than it make sense.
You
expressed the same
me, lame
Felt i could never give you what you needed.
You don’t need me.
I
Always feel like you are better without me.
Constantly doubting;
And
your affirmation wont help
this feeling has been felt
once, twice, three or four or more times.
You are my sign…
I dont want no kids, or the otherwise
Just you…
Full view…
what pain, is as endurable?
what thoughts make me so vulnerable?….

You
make me wanna leave the one i’m with… again…

Fuck the bull shit,
i need you more than just friends.
Be my possession…
a dark cubical confession.
I want her more than mine now…

You’ll
never read this,
now will you Virgo?
Lost in time…

in a perfect world we met before the bullshit.
At this point;

i

Aquarius. would love to be cool with
You.
But it was only a matter of time,.
You’ll never know how much i love you.
And to me, tha’ts perfectly fine….

~~Ray Aquarius