Cousin

I miss the old you
the cold you
the one that i could hold true…

Niggas can take so much away from a pretty girl…

It
has always been your world.
You were stronger than us;
you probably still are…
The appreciation in your situation has been shitty thus far
For instance, it’s your business to make sure we’re past sub par.
But do they notice;
No
they focus on, the shit that make you hard…
Than call you too strong…
It’s
like, niggas can’t see the sticks they toss into it.
than piss all over your camp fire, even though
you’re past the stupid.

We big up,
Bang bang what?
you never lose the movement…

Our fingers never match up, but
some how we stay congruent.

keep calling,
I’ll keep stalling
I’m awful now; I’m ruined

this ray, needs you always.
As a teacher and a student.

My cousin
my love one
Don’t let them do it
take away, from what gave way
Things that made you….


~~RAY AQUARIUS